INTEGRATION
Integration is the way we process the experience. The experience has opened up new connections within us and the integration process is about utilizing those new connections. This part of the process is totally dependent on what took place in the experience. Although there are a few general guidelines that can help you figure out how to do this.
First thing to make clear to yourself: It is a mistake to think that the substances or that some external stimulus was the cause of what was experienced. You must acknowledge that what you experienced was aspects of what you are. This may need a new definition of what you consider yourself to be and if that is the case that is what you want to do.
First we accept that the experience was aspects of what we are and then we use that information to grow and evolve. There is a simple rule on how to do this. If we experience negative harmful sides of ourselves then we can use the awareness of them to know where we need to heal. If we experience beautiful positive sides of ourselves then we use that information to know what we want to connect to more inside of ourselves and our lives. So the negative is useful information about where we need healing and the positive is information about what we need more of in our life.
We want to see how the experience connects to our everyday lives. The experience gives us amplified views of what is always there. This allows us to see our everyday life more clearly. The amplifications give clarity that the typical ego processing hides from us. So keep this in mind and find the connections between the experience and your everyday life.
One very important thing people need to know about the psychedelic experience is that there are no bad trips, only wasted ones. Sometimes these medicines give tough love but it is still love we just need to see it as that. The harder experiences offer more healing power if the right integration and support is in place. The hard experience has given you access to something that is really holding you back in your life. Just keep in mind that the harder the experience the longer the road to integration will be. A truly difficult experience could take years to properly integrate.
A useful trick to help with the integration process is to bring positive awareness to yourself. If you experienced something about yourself you do not like, do not put yourself down!!! That would just make the negative side stronger. Feel good and positive about having the awareness. Feel good about the opportunity to grow and heal. The positive or negative framing will determine how healing or helpful the awareness is. So be kind and compassionate to yourself. Feel positive and proud of becoming more aware, no matter what the awareness is of.
Practicing mindful meditation is probably going to do more for you then taking any medicine ever will. You should already be practicing this if you are trying to heal and grow your inner world. In combination with each other mindful meditation techniques and psychedelics have a strong synergy. The meditation in the integration process will be very rewarding.
Here is a link for a guided meditation technique that I use during the integration process: https://youtu.be/qiCKLfl8_L4
The approach of this meditation is bringing awareness to the deeper side of our consciousness that I call mind-body state. This is the place at the back of our consciousness that is a mix of our mind side with our body side. The mind side is our concepts, meaning and stories we tell ourselves. The body side is our feelings and emotions. The mind-body state is where these are mixed into each other. This is the place in our consciousness that is closely linked to what we call beliefs, judgements, values and desires. These are a mix of our mind and body. They are concepts and stories that have connection to the body so they have a feeling side as well.
By bringing awareness to the mind-body state we can see ourselves more clearly. This allows us to make big shifts in how we feel and perceive ourselves and everything else. This technique is very effective in the integration process. Microdosing can also be useful and work synergistically with the integration and awareness technique.
As far as the timeline for the integration process there is no blanket timeline. It is about the healing and growth process. The experience may have created an instability in your psyche and you want to become stable before entering another experience.
To see where you are at in the integration process see where you are at emotionally. We want things deep down to come to the surface. Then we want to fit them into ourselves in a harmonious way. We will go into a place of instability and use that instability to grow. If you are still feeling the instability then there is more integration to do. If that instan=bility has shifted into deeper healthy awareness and stability then you are far along the integration path. Integration is part of the process and if we create more instability before we have healed then this can put us into the destructive zone. So do not enter another experience if you still feel unstable from the last one.
Microdosing during integration Microdosing during the integration process can be a great tool. This helps because it can prevent the ego reaction that can follow the experience. Our walls and defenses will come back over time and sometimes they can come back quickly. This reaction is to protect us from the vulnerability that the experience has exposed. We need to protect ourselves from being hurt but this can also keep us from growing and healing. Microdosing on the higher end (0.2g – 0.3g for magic mushrooms) can keep the strong ego reactions at bay long enough for us to grow and heal.
When we microdose we do not want to take the dose too consistently because we will form a tolerance. One day on one day off. One day on two days off. Four days on three days off. These are all regimens to prevent tolerance that you can use.
Adding lion’s mane to your magic mushroom microdose is a good idea. This will help increase the brain’s ability to form new pathways, build new connections and remove old pathways. A stack of 0.2-0.3g magic mushrooms, 1g lion’s mane and 100mg niacin is a recommended stack created by Paul Stamets.
Keep in mind that following the experience there will likely be a period of instability and micro doing can increase that. This also increases the potential benefits but can make some types of performance more difficult. We will likely find ourselves more emotional and aware. So you might want to start with lower does at first to make sure you can perform whatever duties you need to perform at. Things that are more creative will likely be enhanced by this period of instability.
To all the souls brave enough to take this trip you are loved and supported. Feel and know that on your journey.
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